Haley's Blog

Today

thegirlwiththebow — Sun, 04 Oct 2009 02:09:11 +0000

Today I am really happy because I bought $10 shoes a cute dress and my sisters birthday gift. I am most definitely excited for this, just because they are cute. The dress is just a casual dress and the shoes are white flats. Kamryn bought an adorable skirt to wear to Wicked and Jessica bought a pair of cute shoes as well. The mall in Salinas has a lot of cute stores, which makes me happy and their old Mervyn’s is now a forever 21 so its huge, you could lose your kids in it.=D

Now I am sitting in my room and the wind is scary because we keep closing our window so it is just slightyly open and the wind keeps pushing it open. It keeps getting stronger the later it gets.

That is all I can think of to say, so hopefully that pleases you for now and maybe ill think of something else to say later. =)

Music

thegirlwiththebow — Fri, 02 Oct 2009 08:49:07 +0000

Today or I guess yesterday, my 2 friends and I were watching music videos and then the music video for I Look so Good( Without You) came on and then I started to wonder why all break-up songs make you feel somewhat happy. But then I realized that all break up songs are saying either I really wish I still have you or look at me aren’t you mad you don’t have me. The only thing that is kind of dumb with the second one is that you are saying you moved on but yet you are still singing about them, its kind of like saying the first thing but in a secret way, maybe because You want them but you know you shouldn’t so you are trying to make them admit it first type of thing. I dont know I just started thinking about that because of that song. I told my friends this one agrees with me and the other thinks they are just trying to show everyone that they were right and that people sing these songs to say im glad we broke up because you weren’t good enough for me anyways. Just something to ponder.

study abroad

thegirlwiththebow — Wed, 30 Sep 2009 20:40:34 +0000

My life long dream, is to be different and to be able to one day tell my kids the stories of my past and to be able to have them go and tell their friends my mom was so cool when she was younger she is my hero. I want to stand out on a resume or even just in the crowd. I want to live life experiences and not just read about them. I want to be the one people talk about, the one that people go I wish i coukld do that. i want to be a role model for the younger generations. I want to change people’s lives I want to go out and change the world. I can try to change the world from my little corner but I know I can do it if I explore other parts of the world. I want to study abroad, I want to see the world from a different perspective and learn about new communities, I would be able to learn a new language and a new culture. I know it will be hard but that’s what I want, a challenge. I really want to go to London or Ireland but those programs are expensive and rigourous, so I have chosen to try for the Taiwan program, if I decide to go to any at all, depending what my family and boy friend think about it. This will mean that I would only be home for the holidays. I believe in following your dreams but at the same time you should be reasonable with your heart.

Real love is like a boomerang, if you throw it out into the world it will always come back to you.

when living was a fashion show

thegirlwiththebow — Wed, 30 Sep 2009 07:20:02 +0000

here is my poem i turned into my fys class.

When Living was a Fashion Show

By: Haley Hernandez

When living was a fashion show people would run around all over the place looking for the new in style clothes. The next day they would proudly display what they have just found. Girls and boys alike would gawk at the newest styles and wish they had what everyone else had.

Your fashion sense is what decided your fate, weather you were popular and ruled the school, or the runway, or if you would sometimes be able to show off your cat walk or if you were just the person in background or in the crowd just sitting and watching all the other models walk down the runway in all of the lights.

When living was a fashion show it was never ending, each and every day started a new show and there could have been at least 5 different costume changes in one show, first there was the morning practice outfit then you had your school day outfit followed by another practice outfit normally consisting of a white shirt and black pants, then back into your normal clothing then into your pajamas. Each event had its own outfit and each outfit had a chance at compliments some got them others not so much.

People applaud those who try and make their own fashion trail to see if others will wander down it; and others although they try they either are way too bold or not bold enough and scare people away. People decide your fate and try to figure out how you feel by the way you walk down the runway or just how you show up to the show.

When living was a fashion show you always have to look your best because you never know who is watching. That photographer at the end of the runway might be the one who will expose your secrets to the tabloids or maybe they will be the one that will take the shot of you that will end up being your number one picture. You will never be able to tell if the person announcing your outfit and why it is in style just might be the person of your dreams or maybe they are the person that is your key into a better and bigger fashion industry. No one can be fully trusted but sometimes when you walk out on the runway you will just have to trip and then you can see who jumps up to catch you, and then you will know who is truly there for you.

When living was a fashion show, it may have been hectic but never the less it was fun.

Job

thegirlwiththebow — Sun, 27 Sep 2009 06:42:46 +0000

I started my first job this week, umm I’m glad I have a job I just wish I could have a fun job and not a retail store one. Oh well experience is experience and money is money and its not like I hate there I just think I would have more fun somewhere else. oh well. Anyways, my feet really hurt and I have cuts because of those darn flowers. Oh well.

So I’m glad that I went away for college but at the same time it sucks because everyone that I left back home is replacing me with different people. I feel lame because I’m sad and jealous becuase of it, its like I should have known, but at the same time I thought that these people would miss me the way I miss them and would keep me in their lives. Oh well nothing I can do now.

I don’t know what else to talk about, so I’m going to go have a great week.

When I Grow Up

thegirlwiththebow — Fri, 11 Sep 2009 04:50:31 +0000

When I first made this blog, I made it to type my feelings and thinking that I don’t care if anyone reads it. Well I kind of care, sometimes. Like I think it would be better if i were anonymous. Oh well, if you are going to read this than just suck it up and deal if you don’t like what I say because this is where I am going to express how I feel. At the moment i am in my dorm room looking for different scholarships to apply for to make it easier on my mom and me, but many of the scholarships out there ask for your major and what you wish to be when you graduate, and it doesn’t help that i have no idea what so ever. As of right now I would like to be an event coordinator, journalists, advertising agent, or a talk show personality. All of these have their goods and their bads. I would like to be an event coordinator because I like to plan parties and to organize all of those types of things, the good I can make my own business out of it, the bad it will take a long time to take off unless I’m really good. Journalists, really interesting but I hate writing research papers on boring topics, I would like to be more like an advice columnists or just someone who writes about their life, like in Marley and me, negatives you don’t get paid much. Advertising agent, ok I really like making up little sayings and figuring out what will be the best way to pitch a new product, but where do you start if you want to do that and would I need to look like a super model to fit in since a lot of the advertising in the media today uses skinny super models, hmm I wonder. Last there is a talk show personality, well I would just like to be on t.v. I don’t know I just love performing and changing peoples’ lives, but I would want to be like Matt Damon who is low key and out of all the tabloids and he is just a star in the movies, i don’t think I have star potential though, oh well. I don’t know what I am good at, I have never really stopped to think about it. I was always just average in everything and never really stood out to any of my teachers, I mean according to my grandpa I only did good in sports is because I tried and would never give up which is a good thing but I was not born with any special skills, and if I was I sure have not figured them out yet. I know that God has a plan for me, but I just don’t know it yet…. It will come to me soon… I hope.

Farmville

thegirlwiththebow — Tue, 01 Sep 2009 07:42:01 +0000

Farmville

this game has taken so many prisoners, my roommate is addicted to it as well as my mom. My mom called me today just to tell me to go weed, cause my farm looks gross. So tonight is my first night as an actual farmer. i harvested eggplants and strawberries and then planted more eggplants. This game is so random, but you are either addicted or you loose because you have to time everything, or else you will let your crops die and you will lose.

Today was a good day, It made me extremely happy to have Michael flirt with me again, it felt like we had been fighting for a month, he started joking around and calling me baby, at first i was confused but it made me smile, he makes my days brighter. We kept acting like we were straight up g’s by saying beu and suga. It was great and I loved it. I cant believe it has been 8 months today. I love him. I know that sometimes im hard on him but still I love him with all of my heart. He makes me happy and gives me that warm fuzzy feeling when he looks at me.

Today was a good day.

freshman 15

thegirlwiththebow — Sun, 30 Aug 2009 20:55:58 +0000

Today I found that I weigh 10 lbs less than I did at the begging of the summer, which really surprised me since for the two weeks before I moved in to school I ate only bad stuff. Like on the cruise Ana taught us a little phrase, “I don’t care, I’m on vacation.” so we all ate whatever we wanted. ( If you ever go on a carnival cruise and they serve the chocolate lava cake, order that, or the coffee cheesecake. they are delicious) When we brought me up to Monterey I thought I gained all my weight back, and was like great I am going to gain the freshman 15 and I’m going to turn into a whale, sure in the average room I would only be a hippo but when your two friends in the whole school have the perfect bodies, I would look like a whale. So I told myself to only eat when i’m hungry and to work out everyday. Well the eating when you are only hungry thing works, but the working out thing never really happened until friday and saturday and hopefully I will go again today, but in my defense I walk almost everywhere on campus except to my one class that is out in the boondocks. Anyways back to my weight, I am making it my goal to set a new freshman 15 quota and that is too loose 15 lbs or more, in my freshman year of college, because my goal is to look good, not gross.

So if you see me and think i started to get a little chunky dont be afraid to say sup fatty? I will understand and it will get me back on track.

thanks a bunch. Have a great sunday.

moving and moving on

thegirlwiththebow — Sun, 30 Aug 2009 07:25:16 +0000

Since I have moved, I have noticed many different things in many different people. I guess once I left people actually noticed that they do like me and that they miss me, I guess that is saying yea I like you enough to notice your gone but not enough to actually go and hang out with you. People are now making all sorts of new friends because I’m gone, I guess I have multiple personalities so they had to go make a new friend for every personality. I am no longer a part of any crews, and if someone asks if I’m there, the response is “Haley is no longer with us” I guess college= death? Well I’m glad that everyone has moved on and that no one can miss me, cause missing people sucks, especially when they don’t miss you. Oh well I’m sure my family misses me, they are the ones that matter.

I lost track of what I was saying so yeah….

The only people that matter are the ones that miss you not the ones who have moved on.

long day

thegirlwiththebow — Sat, 29 Aug 2009 07:57:42 +0000

Today, has been a super long day, like hour wise not as much but it seems like what I did this morning was last week. This morning I woke up at 11, this is a first for me, I normally wake up at 9, latest. After waking up I took a shower then decided to ride my bike to the beach with my friends Kamryn and Jessica, when we first thought of this great plan we figured since we can see the beach from school that it couldn’t be that far away. Boy were we wrong, it is normally 1.5 miles away which isn’t that bad, but when we got there we didn’t know how to get down from the ledge, as we were leaving we passed some older students who told us there was a rope to climb down and climb back up, but we decided against that, the guy told us the way to get to the parking lot and an easier way to get to the beach. We finally made it to the beach and laid out and just relaxed it was great. when we were coming back the ride seemed ten times harder than when we came. After we got back to our room Kamryn checked how far we went, we went 5 miles! I then chilled in my dorm for a while and then took Jessica to work. Kamryn then had a pie craving so she searched for the nearest Marie calendar’s, the closest one is in Salinas which is 12 miles away. So we left our room to go out on a new adventure, we get outside and she realizes she left her car keys in our room, then i go to grab my keys and they too are also in my room. We then had to call the RA to come unlock the door for us, this took 10 minutes for him to come, then when he came he tried his master key…. it didn’t work, it worked on all of the surrounding rooms, but ours. He then called his boss who tells him that they will have to call the on campus locksmith. We then had to wait another 30 minutes for him to come and to tell us that our key hole belongs in the north quad apartments and not in the dorms so now we have to get new keys on Monday. We finally left for our original adventure and Kamryn got her pie. Before we left we saw a falling star, it was so cool. We then came back to the dorm and just chilled some more. We then picked Jessica up from work and she told me that I will most likely get the job at Michael’s, yay!!!!! Now I’m here writing this blog for the first time.

Now that I have told you my day I’ll try to tell you something that you might care about. No matter how bad it hurts you need to do what is best for both parties involved, one or both may not think it is the best thing but it still may be, just take a step back breathe and try and find the best solution now, because the longer you wait the harder and more painful it will, be.

-Haley